When The Day Met The Night

                                                       


So she said, "That's okay

        As long as you can make a promise not to break my little heart

                              Or leave me all alone in the summer."

Ne Me Quitte Pas

 

I don't usually stay at home alone. When I was younger (younger than now haha) my parents had the same schedule as mine and now that I'm older, I arrive at home later than them. But when they leave me alone...it's like a party, I feel free, I can do whatever I want: dance, sing, listen to loud music, shout, jump, run through all the rooms barefoot...

Haven't you ever felt like that?  

Who's David?

 

• For all the tears wasted, this one is for you
• For all the underestimation, this one is for you
• For all the broken dreams, this one is for you
• For all the nights crying and without sleeping, this one is for you
• For all the times you cheated on me, this one is for you
• For all the refused help, this one is for you
• For all the food no needed to be eaten, this one is for you
• For the fucking day I met you and I fell in love with you, this one is for you
• For the six months with sleeplessness, this one is for you
• For those lost two years, this one is for you
• Cause it was your fault and not mine, this one is for you
• Cause I don't need a fucking insane in my life, this one is for you
• Cause I liked Eminem and all the other rappers before I met you, this one is for you
• Cause I've got personality, this one is for you
• Cause I'm not a bitch and you're not my superman, this one is for you
• Cause love and feelings were not enough, this one is for you
• Cause I love the way you lie, this one is for you
• Cause you make me feel sick, this one is for you
• Cause you deleted our story, this one is for you
• Cause you never gave a fuck about me, this one is for you
• Cause you better must have stayed in Madrid, this one is for you
• Cause you still love her, this one is for you
• Cause you didn't appreciate me, this one is for you
• Cause memories arent' as sweet as they seem, this one is for you
• Cause you don't deserve all my pain and my headaches, this one is for you

However, I don't regret a thing.

 

No es odio ni arrepentimiento, 

tan sólo digo cómo me siento.

Beautiful

Lately I've been hard to reach 

 I've been too long on my own  

Everybody has their private world  

Where they can be alone
Are you calling me?  

Are you trying to get through?  

Are you reaching out for me?  

Like I'm reaching out for you

 

 

Long time without drawing.

Three months have passed since I drew my last sketch. I must admit I'm not and artist and I also don't pretend to do it, however, I like to spend some time on my own: listening to good music, a pencil in my hand, a piece of paper, too much imagination and a blank mind.

Today, instead of wasting my time in front of the screen, I've preferred to take a pencil and let my imagination take over control. The result isn't as good as I tried to but I'm proud enough of it. At least, it shows more or less how I'm feeling this last days.

I realize that I've got too many things to explain to you and I've no idea of what I should say firstly. Ok, here we go! I've finally got my driving licence! No more afternoons driving exhausted after a long day at University.

Secondly, I've also decided to draw again because I want to give a special present to a person who has appeared in my life just two months ago but I aprecciate. For two years I've not felt anything about anybody. My last relationship hurt me too much and it has taken me a long time to overcome it. In no longer than a two weeks period of time I've felt like I'm special for somebody. I've again those kind of conversations which you don't want them never to finish, it doesn't mind whether it's cold or you have to wake up early the next day; you only care about this issue you are talking about and the person who is in front of you.

Some people may call it love, I don't know what is it yet, but I don't want it to finish, I just want to consolidate it.

To sum up, I want to thank this person what he does for me; conscientiolsy or not.

I promise to show you my sketch when I finish it. (I hope to have it for Christmas holidays as he told me it's a special season for him).

In my shoes, just to see 

What it's like, to be me  

I'll be you, let's trade shoes   

Just to see what it'd be like  

  To feel your pain, you feel mine 

 Go inside each others' minds  

Just to see what we'd find  

Look at shit through each others' eyes 
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful  

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

BEAUTIFUL: my favorite song, I don't know anybody who likes it the way I do except of this person I've almost introduced you.

I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You)

I wanna get lost, just me and you, and maybe a camera

 

 

 Last year's wishes are this year's apologies  

Every last time I come home 

I take my last chance to burn a bridge or two 

 I only keep myself this sick in the head 

‘Cause I know how the words get you   

We're the new face of failure  

Prettier and younger but not any better off  

Bulletproof loneliness at best, at best   

Me and you, setting in a honeymoon 

If I woke up next to you, if I woke up next to you

...

Patience

A veces las ganas de llegar antes te restan posiciones en la carrera. Hay veces en las que tienes que dejar que las cosas sigan su curso.

No es resignación, se llama paciencia y hay momentos en los que parece que no se lo que es.

Just try and have a little patience...

Who I am hates Who I've Been

El problema viene cuando se idealiza al ser humano, no se puede tratar de perfecto a algo que por naturaleza no lo es.

The problem is to idealize the human being, you can't treat as perfect something that by nature is not. 

 

500 days of summer has become one of my favorite movies, it is not a love story, it is a story about love.

I Already Miss You

 

You know I hate talking on telephones 

 I'm so sorry its just my way
And now that I'm a little older
There's so much to you I'd like to say